My equivalent of a bad day

[fadagaski]

Today has been a bad day, by my standards, which isn't really bad at all and I am mostly just suffering a patch of emo.

Six hours at work: fine, no complaints there. Then I came home.

The house was empty, as it was last night. It was just me, my computer, and the cat. I made myself rice with curry sauce, because I'm trying to save money by not grocery shopping until next payday and so have nothing to put in the curry sauce. I watched Wales lose the Six Nations by the barest margin. I talked to shei on MSN. I have a headache.

This is the sum of my evening.

I'm 22 years old. I have no friends in the area. I've never had a boyfriend. I am overweight and underpaid. I need new trousers, salad stuffs, and car repairs. I am in credit on 1 out of 3 cards for the first time in two months, but only just.

I just. I'm feeling a little bereft, is all. I could have done with a friend in the flesh tonight.

Comments

[yacoba.livejournal.com]

*hugs* with there was more I could offer you, I know what it's like to want to have my friends there in the flesh *double hugs*

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Yeah. *sigh* Thanks.

[shabzilla.livejournal.com]

*hugs* ♥ D:

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

*HUGSQUISH*

[shei.livejournal.com]

If it helps in any way, I wish I had been there in the flesh tonight.

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Kinky. ;)

Ah well. SOON YOU WILL BE.

[shei.livejournal.com]

I meant it in a non-sexual way but if you booze me up just right we could reach a deal ;) Or buy me a certain number of coffees. CAFFEINE IS THE TRICK.

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

BLACK RUSSIANS Y/Y?

[shei.livejournal.com]

Never had it, I'm sure it tastes vile. I LIKE.

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

It tastes like coffee. NOMNOM.

[yoongz.livejournal.com]

lots of *hugz*
It's a phrase - it will pass - the good will come.

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

I know. Everyone needs one night of emoness, and my life is so blessed that it's tiny inconsequential things that get me down for a few hours.

[yoongz.livejournal.com]

True true - i just emo on my poor hubby - hehehee ;)

[bluntedge.livejournal.com]

♥

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

♥

[mariamme.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Most of my friends live on the other side of the States; I know how much that sucks.

♥

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Hell yeah. I have friends in California, in Toronto, in Spain, in Australia, and about 200 miles south of me in England. But none here!

Yet, I hasten to add. I'm not sat on my ass doing nothing about my predicament.

*hugs you*

Also, welcome to my journal. ;)

[moeshas.livejournal.com]

And: you even got friends in switzerland! how awesome is that? :o)

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Very awesome! You're just all so very far away! :P

[moeshas.livejournal.com]

yeah, I know. you should come and live here. :o) win-win situation. :o)

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

LOL. Yes, obviously.

[imperatorzlarp.livejournal.com]

Aww... Your're so not fat!

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

I'm overweight. This isn't something that bothers me, as a rule, though it's annoying that I need new trousers.

[imperatorzlarp.livejournal.com]

And again my attempts at being funny fail! Hooray!

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Funny is hard to convey on the internet.

Also, your sense of humour is very strange.

[imperatorzlarp.livejournal.com]

Despite what you might think, you're not the first one to tell me this... Which I think is really strange. Am I really that different? *sobs into his pillow"

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

*petpet*

[moeshas.livejournal.com]

yes and yes. :oP

[bustahead.livejournal.com]

...Ah.

*hugs tightly*

Well, as soon as I am able to, I'll come up and see you. *nod nod*

Our telephone conversation yesterday makes more sense now I've read this.

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Heh. I am queen of subtle. :P

[belenustenebrae.livejournal.com]

*TRIPS OVER HERSELF IN THE RUSH TO TACKLEGLOMP YOU VERY HARD*

(http://s48.photobucket.com/albums/f212/spellcoat/?action=view&current=tackleglomp.jpg)

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

*is squished*

[fidgetknickers.livejournal.com]

I fail at keeping up with flist but *smish*

You should have gone somewhere nice and convenient instead, like, I dunno, Aston uni, so that you could live with me and have cuddles all the time :P

[fadagaski.livejournal.com]

Vee on tap? Sounds awesome. :P